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Old Nov 19, 2012, 01:03 AM
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And it is personal, I can't not bring myself to post about it in the proper forum because I have tried there before and negative support. It is not bipolar related, nor can I bare my soul about it in a public forum.

So I am not sure then what to do.. but I am breaking apart at the heart. I am not together enough to just decide what to do.

If someone who knows me who would not mind talking to me could you PM me maybe? And please not if you are struggling at the moment. I feel like such a burden right now I would not want to weigh someone down in any way, I sincerely mean that. You guys mean to much to me for that.

Maybe it's too weird a request.. I don't know
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Old Nov 19, 2012, 01:09 AM
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((Anika)) You are a dear friend. Take care of yourself; I hope that you can find a resolution soon. I'm sorry that you did not get good support when you posted in the other forum. Take care! <3
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Old Nov 19, 2012, 01:50 PM
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I am ok. Thank you guys very much. I mean nothing is resolved, but that is the nature of things sometimes.
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Old Nov 19, 2012, 01:54 PM
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I don't "know" you, but I do enjoy reading your posts. You seem very intelligent.

If you'd like the opinion of a complete stranger, you can feel free to msg me. I usually check here once or twice a day when I can.
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Hello Anika - are things looking a bit better? I'm worried about you
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:30 AM
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I am ok ... my friends! And this dramatization too shall pass. I did have a special friend come and talk me here.. Which helped immensely.

You guys are great, even at my height of weird posts. I swear it's cause I watched waaay to much Anne Of Green Gables as a child ... what can I say..

" depths of despair, perfect graveyard of buried hopes..." My heart gets hurt easily, and I tend to panic.. that is the one thing I truly panic over.. my heart being injured. I swear that pain in the heart could literally kill me in some moments.

thank you for your caring... Secretum, Coco, Christina, Arthur ... thank you, and so kind of you to offer!! Suga.. you too !! I hate to make anyone worry. Things will work out, that is what life does right, or what we do with it.
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:36 AM
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lovely Anika...
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:40 AM
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OMG you are BACK!!!! James is it safe to assume things went ok?
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:49 AM
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...they be ok for now



yep they be ok for now
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You are just one wonderful and intense person... and yes, it hurts at times.... but then again, I guess it's for reason. Once my friend told me something about last and final incarnation... maybe that is where you are at in this life.
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I'm glad as I read through the post that you have begun to feel better.
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You are just one wonderful and intense person... and yes, it hurts at times.... but then again, I guess it's for reason. Once my friend told me something about last and final incarnation... maybe that is where you are at in this life.
By way of free association... one of my two midwives (not the one whose ex husband is with me now but the other one), an old and experienced woman educated in Scotland, who has since retired, knew which contraction was last from the look on the woman's face. She was never wrong.
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:50 PM
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Venus... .ohhh last final incarnation... sounds scary.. so then I realized I am not because of the fear I associate with that. I still have lots of learning to do. I had to look it up tho, so not as scary as it sounds. Maybe I am getting closer somehow.

You know what is weird.. they say it can take decades for the previous information to start to freely flow again, and when I got to my 30's everything changed, everything started to shift quickly. Now I have no idea, I am not sure what happens exactly when your physical body dies. But I never thought about it all until I read that recently.

And thank you for the lovely words!

Blue M , thank you too!!!
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