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Old Nov 20, 2012, 11:19 AM
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...like I even know what to do with it right?

but thats the point!

it's an availability an option an opportunity a potential abundance!

like I care anyway I'm too mentally ill to cope with such extremes beyond the crap ones!

my freaking brain chemistry is my enemy...I want to hurt the world around me when it gets real bad....

my day was over today and now it's 70 more days to wait for that.
i guess there must be lots of other humans in trouble too and I know there are..

I just don't want to be one of them

..one thing for real though?

when it's a threat...like the freedom is gone...

then what you or I imagined was the worst cynical horror...well it gets worse.

I have to abandon hope....

humans do not cope without hope.....depending how intense they be...quickly it cuts out...

anything can happen after that....such a shame....and just because a brain don't work so good!

f*^king crap set up!

nevermind just don't work.....too busy fighting the illness it's incessant but there is always someone worse huh?
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 11:30 AM
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...like I even know what to do with it right?

but thats the point!

it's an availability an option an opportunity a potential abundance!

like I care anyway I'm too mentally ill to cope with such extremes beyond the crap ones!

my freaking brain chemistry is my enemy...I want to hurt the world around me when it gets real bad....

my day was over today and now it's 70 more days to wait for that.
i guess there must be lots of other humans in trouble too and I know there are..

I just don't want to be one of them

..one thing for real though?

when it's a threat...like the freedom is gone...

then what you or I imagined was the worst cynical horror...well it gets worse.

I have to abandon hope....

humans do not cope without hope.....depending how intense they be...quickly it cuts out...

anything can happen after that....such a shame....and just because a brain don't work so good!

f*^king crap set up!

nevermind just don't work.....too busy fighting the illness it's incessant but there is always someone worse huh?
Sending good thoughts your way monkeyman. Not much more I can say without sounding sappy.
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 11:34 AM
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Sending good thoughts your way monkeyman. Not much more I can say without sounding sappy.
AD...what a surprise!

thanks man

there is an art and craft to sappy ...

i got neither too
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 11:50 AM
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It is the best thing we have James.. ok actually it's one of the best things when used appropriately, seems to get misused a lot as of late.
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 11:52 AM
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I think I know what you are talking about
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 01:18 PM
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Humans were made to be free. We were made to take our little tribe and walk, following the herd of whatever animal we think is yummy. Following the river down from the cold winter mountains into the warmer forests and planes, then back up again when the weather it too hot.

Freedom is the ultimate human condition.

And so many humans try to take away freedom of others in a political sense. Our tribes are too big. We trade our herds and berry bushes for little slips of paper. And not everyone fits into this box.
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Old Nov 20, 2012, 04:11 PM
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Yeah, there is always someone worse off and I've never found that thought to be real helpful. I am also physically disabled. I've heard that all my life and find it somewhat dismissive. My feelings and frustrations with a broken body and mind are real and valid. So are yours! Sorry about the other guy, buy I have enough pain to cope with! I get what you are saying. I hope you feel better soon.
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