[PippaIsAlone]

Ok this is crazy now... I've never been super upset about my bipolar because I'm a very eccentric person, but this is insane right now :| I have been flirting with 3 guys! One is a guy I used to hate- now yesterday I called him and said that I don't hate him and he said "Uh ok... Weird" and so I told him I wanted to see him, and he agreed, I flirted agressivly, let me just remind you that only 3 days ago I was dishcraged from a psychiatric ward (I had spent 6 days there, never been to a psychiatric ward before). Him and I had a coffee, I flirted A LOT and told him that I thought he had an amazing body, he complimented me too well let's just say if I hadn't had an appointment I would've really slept with him. Now the same night I've called Carl, this other guy I'm friends with, and I talked sexually with him and he liked it a lot (._. ) don't judge me, I'm off my meds because the meds I've been taking have made me partailly blind in my left eye and I gained weight... So as I was saying, yeah oh so Carl and I flirted and I think he realised I was REALLY turned on, he's my mate so I think he realised it wasn't that real and it was all this sexual frustration I get from hypomania but it gets worse, I've been flirting with a guy that's liked me a while and I think if he came to my house I'd REALLY let him have it, believe it or not but I'm still a virgin, don't want to be old when I lose it but I want it to be special and I think I'm really into the 3rd guy, and I'm trying to figure out if it's either love or lust? I've knwon him a while but he's being weird, hot and cold. I've been feeling paranoid too omg I think I can hear someone walking outside my room so I don't get out when I need to pee I'm sorry this post is stupid, but I just don't want to go around calling someoneand saying something wrong! Guess what? I started a damn internet dating site and I've got an account, and no I haven't been talking to men, instead I'm infatuated with this girl, but I'm confused because I like her quite a bit... Just wish I was normal sometimes, I really do, this is getting out of hand! I'm expirencing so much now :|!! The sexual frustration, infatuation, dating sites, fighting with family, and being so strange! *sigh* I also just hope the 3rd guy replies to my last text he hasn't replied yet if he said he liked me back right now I'd really be so happy I just wish he would! Omg!!

[faerie_moon_x]

I think that this is a big sign that you're probably manic. And, that you should be super careful until you get onto a med and come down from it a bit. Don't sleep with anyone right now, you'll lose that special that you wanted to manic moment instead of a magic moment.

You'll be okay. You'll cycle around again, and no need to wish you were normal. Those normal people have problems, too. At least we get to know why we have problems.

[BuggsBunny]

You might want to call your pdoc and let him/her know that you're acting manic. You really don't want to lose that special moment in a haze of manic induced sex. The memories won't be very special, at all. The pdoc can probably prescribe something short term until your new meds take effect.

[hamster-bamster]

I am glad to see you, BuggsBunny.

OP, if you decide to have sex with either one or more of the three guys, practice it safely. To be honest with you, based on the style of the OP, you do need to see a doctor for mania. You are not being very coherent. For instance, you wrote "I started a damn internet dating site" as if you opened a start-up, whereas all you did was register an account on an existing site. So you do need help.

[BlueInanna]

Pippa, yea be careful right now, really please don't sleep with anyone right now. I cheated on my bf last xmas eve with 2 different guys while I was manic. I'm still disgusted with myself, it was a big mistake and I can never take it back. I want to barf just thinking about it.

[Passion222]

I agree be careful. Been this way many times and had several scares health wise. You don't want to be sorry. Sex is wonderful and fun and makes us feel great at the time. After effects can lead to so much more. Please see the dr soon. Hugs!!!!