[Charly1]

I just want to give up. Just allow the depression to consume me. Nothing helps. I watch everyone else living their life and just watch mine go by. Why fight it? I just lay in bed most of the day anyway, so why even get up anymore? I don't know how to get better. I don't know how to fix this. I am so tired of it. I'm tired of crying, tired of feeling and being alone.

[Clinte89]

Sorry your feeling so rough, maybe it's time for a hospital stay? They aren't so bad and can be very helpful. Don't let it consume you fighting will be best and it will get better. Hang in there friend.

[Lomika]

It's extremely hard. I feel the same. I have kids so I must get up and take care of them but it's such a struggle. I don't want to get out of bed most days but I noticed that if I do some chores, I feel a little better. Action brings motivation.

[~Christina]

Hi Charly,

I am so sorry that you are feeling so down.. It's so hard to keep fighting and struggling when it all seems hopeless

A question for you.. Is this your first depression? If so .. there is Hope, I promise. If it isn't then you can remember coming out of a depression.. Try and hold on to "that" feeling. Meanwhile, Oh I so know how hard it is to drag myself out of bed and shower or go outside (cringe) yes I know ! Just drag yourself kicking and screaming to "one" of these tremendous event each day, It will help, maybe not right away but it will.

Depression sucks yes indeed ! Just hang on.