Want to give up

I just want to give up. Just allow the depression to consume me. Nothing helps. I watch everyone else living their life and just watch mine go by. Why fight it? I just lay in bed most of the day anyway, so why even get up anymore? I don't know how to get better. I don't know how to fix this. I am so tired of it. I'm tired of crying, tired of feeling and being alone.

Sorry your feeling so rough, maybe it's time for a hospital stay? They aren't so bad and can be very helpful. Don't let it consume you fighting will be best and it will get better. Hang in there friend.

It's extremely hard. I feel the same. I have kids so I must get up and take care of them but it's such a struggle. I don't want to get out of bed most days but I noticed that if I do some chores, I feel a little better. Action brings motivation.

Hi Charly,

I am so sorry that you are feeling so down.. It's so hard to keep fighting and struggling when it all seems hopeless

A question for you.. Is this your first depression? If so .. there is Hope, I promise. If it isn't then you can remember coming out of a depression.. Try and hold on to "that" feeling. Meanwhile, Oh I so know how hard it is to drag myself out of bed and shower or go outside (cringe) yes I know ! Just drag yourself kicking and screaming to "one" of these tremendous event each day, It will help, maybe not right away but it will.

Depression sucks yes indeed ! Just hang on.