[Just a girl..]

Is it wrong of me to wanna give up? to give up on having a relationship. to give up on trying to have friends. to give up on trying to change myself. to give up on trying to make my family work. to just throw everything aside and just work on one thing?
Is it wrong to just drop everything (physically, mentally, hobbies, other people too.. etc.) , lock myself up in my room for the next two years and just do school, graduate, and then try to figure everything else.?

My life is soo f.ucked up.... :'(

it's not wrong.

it's how you're feeling- and you can't help that

in life, their is no right or wrong anser

try and find something you are interested in doing and work towards that

[BlueInanna]

idk.. Focus on your education and your health, those sound like your priorities and very good ones. Maybe the friends and relationship are too draining and best to let go. Sometimes, simplifying life can make it more manageable.

[Odee]

Cutting yourself out socially will not help your mental health.

It's an extremely hard truth to live up too, I know. I've felt myself sink into a new form a depression of late since I've actually been feeling better -- I feel this natural situational depression because I cut myself off so much from people who wanted to be friends with me.

[faerie_moon_x]

No, it's not wrong to feel that way, but it is wrong to actually isolate. It's not wrong to not presue a relationship at your stage in life because right now you need to grow into the best and healthiest person you can be so later you can have a stable relationship. It's not wrong to avoid friends if they are toxic. It's not wrong to want to give up on a family that won't change, because you can't fix people they have to fix themselves. But I think that it's good to know the Serenity prayer. Even though I'm not very religious I find it is helpful to me.

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference.

[bpinOk]

Imo, isolation = the problems or issues will still be there... That comes from my own experiences and made my life 100 times worse when I started letting others in... But saying that doesn't mean you don't need to accomplish your goals... Just my two cents

[Clinte89]

There is nothing wrong wih that but I found total isolation from friends makes me depressed, so that's all up to you. I say keep your fiends close, and weed through the ones that are not worth your time. Focus on education is important so that would be great. I'm kinda working on that meself.