..this illness aint no joke!

none of these illnesses are a joke....borderline personality..major hassle!

manic depression?...GIANT hassle...

schizophrenia...even more...HASSLE!

...lets join them all up...connect the terrible dots...!

...well it aint no surprise that it's sometimes just too damn much for anyone to handle.

I've shredded my resolve with knifes and sat in blood too much and escaped and even I'm disappointed but sometimes it's a perfect emotional storm and all the elements of pain and personal glory and self relief arrive together.....

and there is no return from this...

there is more but why

..the urge is permanent the activity is random the indulgence is a mystery and suicide dies all by itself

[Clinte89]

Amen brother. I hope your staying saf. Sounds like your a wee bit down.

Originally Posted by Clinte89

Amen brother. I hope your staying saf. Sounds like your a wee bit down.

thanks Clinte ....mate

not so down...not right now...just thinkin' a bit deep...

probly down Clinte but don't even know it

Originally Posted by dubblemonkey

thanks Clinte ....mate

not so down...not right now...just thinkin' a bit deep...

probly down Clinte but don't even know it

don't worry, james

i've been thinking very deeply today.. too.

about the past, and also about how much i have to deal with (and how quick it all happened)

hugs