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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:15 PM
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I've been running around this house since 4 thismorning, and I cant stop. Im talking to myself constantly, or my dog if she's around, and I cant keep track of my thoughts they just spiraling and spiraling or zig zagging around in my head. Its taken so long to write this because I have to keep back-spacing my words. I haven't had any caffein at all, but for some reason everything is just incredibly fantastic today. I know its an episode, and that they say you can do terrible things when you get like this, but F*** it, I'm having a good day for once, in an ocean of bleak ones. I think I'd rather enjoy my insanity than be scaered by it.

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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:26 PM
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If you have any destructive tendencies (toward yourself or others), mania can carry you way over the edge and quite often you can't--or lose interest in--stopping yourself.

So enjoy the high but maybe invite a friend along?
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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:35 PM
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How old are you DM? How long have you been dx'd or have you been? Enjoy feeling good when it comes.
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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:36 PM
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That, my friend, is an excellant idea. ;D
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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:38 PM
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I am 15... is this too young to even address a problem of BP? Sometimes I think it could just be my mind playing tricks on me, making me believe I have something wrong with me. I haven't been officially diagnosed, just from numerous online surveys and one guidence councellor.
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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:48 PM
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regardless of what diagnosis you may or may not eventually end up with, tonight you're in the fast lane & I'm not sure how good the brakes are ...

just would be nice to know you had company, that's all I'm thinking, who could yank on those emergencies--if need be
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Old Jan 08, 2013, 11:58 PM
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No, I was just wondering if you have a plan of action in case you need one. Roadie has a great idea.

Enjoy the good times and nice to meet you!
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Old Jan 09, 2013, 12:03 AM
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Thanking you both! And I'm abit remote in my residence... meaning, its about 2 hours drive to civilisation. I do work out at a property as a caretaker. I do have phone access and internet access [obviously], but I'll try and keep myself contained. I have a few aquaintences who know what I'm like. =]
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Old Jan 09, 2013, 12:10 AM
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Okay, take care. I'm heading for bed soon, so I'll be watching for you in future. Be good to yourself, find out where that emergency brake is ... You hear?
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Old Jan 09, 2013, 12:40 AM
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aw thankyou. <3 I will, I promise.
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