Spunky Ancy Restless...

I feel so restless, like I want to go somewhere. I want a real friend to hug. I really want to drink... Today was a demanding Monday. Work was really difficult. I've been working until now. And now I'm bored. I wish I could just unwind easily....

I'm trying my coping skills, rationalizing and thinking things through. Breathing, mindfulness. Waiting for the restless boredom to pass.

A little back and forth in my head like, why'd you go and throw out all those "friends" phone numbers?

Well, because they aren't really a good influence.

How stupid to want to drink, I know it couldn't lead to any good. But then again if I had a little store nearby, or a "friend", I could easily just have a beer and chill out.

Going out of town felt so liberating, I was working, but it was really nice to get away from the kids and the messy house.

I have nowhere to go, so better just take klons tonight so I can sleep. Sleep sounds boring I don't want to sleep! Ugh.

Ohhhh Blue,

Can you focus on anything ? yoga? a book? or maybe run around your backyard or front or block to help burn a bit of this off?
pets to play with ? silly movies to watch . bubble bath? give yourself a manicure and pedicure. Any food at home that you adore? if so have a few big bites .

Please stay safe my friend

I agree with Christina, distraction is key...
When I can't sit still, I play some air guitar along to blaring metal! Once the album is over, I'm tired enough to sit still for a bit... also I trick myself with the music, I let the metal gradually slow down, and without my noticing I'm unwinding...

I have to be sneaky like that or I'd sleep a week a month in total...

Hope you find something to do

Good ideas, thank you Christina Did a little yoga but it was sloppy... So changed to jumping jacks til I was out of breath. Took a klon and a benadryl. Turning off Fight Club, not so relaxing of a show! Frustrating these cravings I get during hypo that I'd be fine without otherwise. Looking for self medication maybe? A hot tub and beer would be so nice right now.

Welcome.

Oh Oh Just thought of one other thing that may work ... Get a big bag of balloons and every time you are like this ,blow them up and dont stop until you are wheezing ( lol ) .. recover a bit and start batting them all over the place , brought back memories of being a kid . See how many you can keep up in the air at once ..

Thanks Trippin, yea music is great. Especially Live music... with live people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol

Ok so I'm stuck at home no way out. It's so lame but it's how it's gonna be tonight.

Great music is never lame!
I love watching MCR and A7X concerts.... yes its just me, but I'm having a pretty awesome time!

Ok, I found something inspiring lol,

Great! what you find??

I found the funny lightsaber pic... Did it not show up?

I see a red X.... although that could be due to internet restrictions.... I'm hacked in via my work PC.... lmao

Aw dang I'm on my phone now can't figure out how to repost pic. U gotta be a Star Wars nerd to get it. But pic is a big blue lightsaber and under it says
The coolest weapon ever. Search ur feelings. You know it is true.

Lightsabres ARE THEE COOLEST WEAPONS EVER!!!!
Absolutely NO contest

oh blue.... I'm right there with you... just WILLING something to come my way and save me from all the mundane