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Jan 16, 2013, 12:07 PM
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well it's my day off... i've blown up the threads... no one is talking...
ugh.... what's the point? searching through the wreckage of my emotions.... i mean really, they wont' change..... i need something to do..... |
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Jan 16, 2013, 02:19 PM
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I blew up the forums over the night with the same feeling. We are here... Just getting in gear
 What are your hobbies? What do you enjoy doing in your free time?
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Jan 16, 2013, 02:24 PM
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I don't have any free time normally. I am kept so busy that I don't do anything for me. and this is why... with so much time to myself... my emotions are way out of control and they just keep getting worse and worse the more time I have to myslef... I guess i could do something but I can't drag myself away to do anything so it doesn't really matter anyways cuz i guess i'm not willing to put the effort into it so there is no point. when i am ready I will get up and do somethign i guess. i'm just not ready,.
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#4
Jan 16, 2013, 02:25 PM
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I dunno Dan? I'm actually staring cross eyed at the screen...something! suddenly feels seriously un-natural about all this |
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Jan 16, 2013, 02:27 PM
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I have been there. Sometimes I try to come up with 1 thing that will make my usually busy life a little easier... Prep work... if I cant think of anything else. But it sounds like you will get there when you are ready
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32 year old married woman from Madison, WI Living with Bipolar II with Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD Traits,Generalized Anxiety Disorder Tim Burton Fan, Zombie Fan, Music Fan, Movie Addict |
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Jan 16, 2013, 02:38 PM
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it's self destructive to do so. I know it. but i do it anyways. I don't know... maybe it was the coffee that got me going. but I did it. and now... now what? now i'm all upset and for what? |
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#7
Jan 16, 2013, 02:52 PM
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Dan...you know me.
I write heaps of stuff on here. and it's more honest than I ever can deal with after I hit that damn 'submit message' button! I go insane and run metaphysically damaged and screaming into the James PIT OF HELL...! I suffer the deepest regrets sometimes....and often...cos it's always stuff I would never share ... not because I don't want to but because I only have a skill with the alphabet...and my social abilities are piss poor. they weren't always so bad...but reality kicks in after a while and the pretending gets too obvious ...I forgot what I was on about here 
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#8
Jan 16, 2013, 02:54 PM
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lolz....... just you being on here is enough for me! thank you.
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Jan 16, 2013, 02:55 PM
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damn you're fast!
  no worries... |
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#10
Jan 16, 2013, 03:40 PM
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Dano Im sorry to hear your going through such a rough time. I know what you mean about not knowing what to do. I know what I need to do but dont know what to do. I hope you find what you want to do soon enough. And there is nothing wrong with being honest here its a safe place. Unless of course you want to lie to yourself but whats the point in that.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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