Can't sleep? Eat chips in bed!

Yep... that sums it up... I'll be sorry in the morning about the crumbs, oh well.

I hate this point 2:30am gotta be up in 4 hours, too late to take ambien. Took at least 2 klons and a benadryl that did nothing.

I have all this stress on my mind, another crazy busy day at work tomorrow. But maybe I'll just blow off work and sleep all day. I could go back to bed after getting the youngster to school, but how to get out of the meetings tomorrow.

I was *****y to my 2 teens, they made noise at midnight when I was almost asleep. I feel like I have to stay awake to be available if they get in some big fight. He's most likely going to Juvie on Friday, he's gonna really wish he hadn't done the meth and got caught. But he did what he did, I did everything I could to stop it, tracking his phone, talking to 3 different dealers. It's out of my hands. it's really beyond my decision at this point, the judge will decide...

Dammit this sux. But chips are yummy.

Nice a car just pulled up outside, fricken idiot is prob getting meth again right before a court date. He seriously does not seem to think.

I was wrong, the car was the neighbor's. I'm just tense and assumed the worst. My son hugged me said he won't be doing meth, plus all his dealers are too scared of me to come to my home - woot woot for badazz Mama C!!! I told him they damn straight should be scared of me cuz I got claws ready and a need to scratch their eyeballs out.

No wonder you are having trouble sleeping with all those worries on your mind. Hope you get some zzz's and feel ok to work tomorrow

I'm with you, Blue.

Last night first an exciting thing happened right before bed. Yay! But that means... I need to not go to bed now because I'm excited. So, finally go to bed two hours later. Lay there with eyes closed. Sleep finally creeping in... baby wakes up! Go get baby. Baby rolls around whining and sleeping in spurts. Now I have to pee, husband still not in bed.... carry baby to husband and pee.... make bottle... back to bed. Baby sleeping better, husband comes to bed, now we all sleep. (Husband is a walking sleeping pill for some reason.) But that was at 4:30 and I have to be up for work at 6:30.... slept until 7 anyway....

So yes, same boat, different oars.

Sorry u had it too DH . I slept in until 7am too but still, not enough sleep to be on my best game at work. Ian is off to school and gave me a hug even though I yelled at the zipper on his lunchbox.

Now I have the conflicting thoughts: skip the shower and power through to work OR lay back down. I'm leaning toward just going cuz I can't think of any good excuses, already "had the flu" most of last week. But I'm gonna be late at this point.

So I found a Luminosity app for iPhone, they let you do some stuff free. But the bulk of it u have to pay for and it ain't cheap. But before I started, it asked me for my mood of the day bad to good on a slider thing, and asked for hours of sleep. Then it gave info about the proven links between mood, sleep and cognitive function so that was interesting.

I signed up for the luminosity thing online. I played a few games. You only get 3 free days, though. So I don't know if it's worth it. I have a free app on my phone that is memory stuff that works just as well in my opinion. It's called My Personal Memory Trainer and it's for droid but probably for iphone, too. The games are hard for me.

The hardest game is called N Back (which I think sounds like a rap song from the 90s LOL.) But it is like it shows you a image, number or letter, then it shows you other images / numbers/ letters. You have to match them but only if they were a ___ number of times before. Example for 2 back it's O X O O X, so the ones that match are the Xs because it was 2 spaces between them. It's hard and mess up all the time.