I keep writing things and then deleting them

...like they never came from anywhere
like they never were anywhere before
but only in my imagination like that's not enough!



....and still they come like manic imagines' from
places I'm not comfortable with anymore and
the battle goes on and the blood is all dried up
now from festering wounds of my damaged soul...



and a broken skull shattered and collapsed
upon itself breathes life into the world outside...
angelic...yet brutal and suicidal gasps re-inflate pain
I thought I had forgotten and now I can land anywhere!

oh. sux... So you are still waiting to see where the waves are going to land you... Emotions and mood swinging everywhere, touching this base and running on to touch another, and another, right?

effing sux man. You deserve some peace.
I delete half of what I write too.

It's okay, I write stuff an delete it, too. All the time. I think I'm going to say something, then I don't. I know, shocking right....

Welcome back, by the way. Don't feel bad. If you can't get the words out sometimes they just need to reorganize themselves. That's one thing I know about writing but that also is frustarting.

I do this all the time myself too. It's like I'll start writing something and then decide it's better off if it left in my head than out where the world can see it.

The Wolf

yep...but!...

hmmm there comes a time when it's just impossible to keep it in.

if I deleted all the things I ever wrote here I would have no time to write anything else to delete either

Maybe, write out what you want to say in like notepad, and then, save it. And, let it sit for a while. If you want to post it, then post it. If not, then you can keep it like a journal. That way, you get out what you want to say but only have to share it if you feel up to it.