...sure I can 'afford' the alcohol it takes for me to communicate!

but my body cannot

and I'm seriously way too volatile to even attempt to ride on par with dialogue...

it's a freak of something likely boring that my organs work at all...

after all the abuse

i'm not taking off...but I'm having a break from here for a while...

I'm too unpredictable

and I cannot afford to be

(there is an open ended protocol on this for extreme circumstance)

how convenient!

[BlueInanna]

Here whenever u need me James. Fragile beautiful painful sensitivity is a big responsibility. Sensitivity ain't always pretty. Luvya

[~Christina]

You know where I will be, (Yes emailing and Pm'ing you constantly ) ....waiting for you

Totally hear you, James. The last (nearly) 2 days have been like that for me. FAR too intense to deal -- even with what is usually my "go to": PC. Too overwhelmed to talk about what was going on, useless for helping. Even just trying to read, hoping for distraction -- no focus, avoiding so much for fear of being triggered (normally very sturdy on that front), just yeah, an all over the place mess. Like you say though (if I'm reading it right), "an open ended protocol" for that. Just step back for a bit. We all have to do that from time to time.

Looking forward to your return! In the meanwhile, take good care, ok?

I'm here too.

[Trippin2.0]

You know I will be bombarding you with emails right luvya Jamesy

I wish you would come back... I could sure use someone to talk to. selfish of me, yes... but still.