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Feb 15, 2013, 11:51 PM
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I want soooo badly to just get out of here... things are good, good, good, BAM EVERYTHING SUCKS AGAIN..
I got excepted in The Barbizon School of Modeling and Acting, that was GREAT news, then I found out that I'm graduating a year EARLY, so I get to graduate this year, that was EVEN MORE GREAT news. ...and yet I'm still depressed as hell... I'm so overwhelmed with my classes. and I HAVE TO pass them ALL in order to graduate, and now I have everyone's hopes up that I'm going to graduate, so I'm obligated to do it now. .. I'm currently attending two schools (highschool & Modeling school) I LOVE my modeling school, but it brings stress too.. , I'm phyched to graduate early, but it's sooo much work. I don't have time for ANYTHING. I litterally have to schedule boyfriend time. .. it makes me feel soooo bad that I don't have time to spend with him.. I litterally get up at like 8, start school by 8:30 & still don't get all work done even past midnight.. and on top of that I'm job shadowing at a local sentinel for my graduation project. .. ugh. Oh and to make life sooo much better I busted the mirror off my car and dented the door today while trying to back out of a shed... THAT'S JUST MY LUCK! and I don't even have THE TIME to get a job.. I have appliactions and everything but no time to go to work... so I can't even pay to get it fixed.... oh & I'm sick, have been nautious for the past couple days on and off and I have no idea why. So nautious that I couldn't even move for THREE hours the other night... oh & my boyfriend has Broncitis.... yay life.... not.............................................................................. :'(
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Feb 16, 2013, 12:06 AM
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I'm sorry there are so many stressful amazing things going on. Take it a day at a time you have WAY to much on your plate for the next 4-5 months. Have you got to go to the pdoc or T yet?
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Feb 16, 2013, 12:16 AM
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Nope haven't seen anyone. My mom kept saying 'I'll do whatever it takes to help' , ' I'll take you to the doctors if that's what you want' , etc, etc,etc. I said that's what I wanted and she never did anything. not one thing to try to help or even look for a doctor. I got to the point where I was so frustrated I just snapped and told her to forget it and I'll just do it myself when I'm old enough. ..I haven't heard anything about it since....
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I'm on twitter : Meee112233 I have not yet been diagnosed, or have even seen a doctor yet, but I know that I have Depression, and I'm pretty sure that I have Bipolar Disorder. I just told my mom about this a few months ago, so I'm keeping a 'mood journal' and will eventually see a doctor about it. "Sometimes I feel like I was born backwards. , You know, like came out of my mum the wrong way? I hear words go past me backwards. The people I should love, I hate. And the people I should hate..." |
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Feb 16, 2013, 02:25 AM
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take care... stress is one of the biggest trigger for depression...... try some mediation techniques,they might help... and sometimes not thinking about it helps too... we tend to think too much compared to other people.....
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