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I just went through 5 months of severe suicidal depression. Ended up being hospitalized twice. During this recent hospital stay which, was a month ago, they found a medication that seemed to have really worked. I've been stable for the past month, but 2 days ago, the depression crept back.
I no longer want to wake up and face the day, i feel a lot of anxiety and my confidence is gone. I'm back to social withdrawal and hiding in my bed. How could this have happened so suddenly? I'm so scared of having to go through this again. I don't have it in me to fight. Clinical depression is so very painful and i don't want to put my family through this again...all the worrying etc. I can't go through this anymore. I'm scared i'll end up suicidal again. |
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#2
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Sounds like you need an adjustment in your medication dose. I would call your doctor.
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#3
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Thanks for sharing ur story. I agree w/ the other poster. I had some depression around daylight savings time and had my meds adjusted.
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It may fell like theres no light at the end of the tunnel, but there is. You have to stay positive as hard as it is. Just remember that we are all here for you.
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some things are not under our control.... surrendering to higher power works...
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#7
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Oh crap! That's coming up again isn't it? I know it's just an hour but it totally screws me up for a few weeks every fall and spring!
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Yes....March 10th. I'm praying it doesn't screw me up like fall did. Last spring I was manic, misdiagnosed and on an antidepressant. I'm looking forward to bright sunny days.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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