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Old Feb 28, 2013, 07:14 PM
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I just went through 5 months of severe suicidal depression. Ended up being hospitalized twice. During this recent hospital stay which, was a month ago, they found a medication that seemed to have really worked. I've been stable for the past month, but 2 days ago, the depression crept back.

I no longer want to wake up and face the day, i feel a lot of anxiety and my confidence is gone. I'm back to social withdrawal and hiding in my bed. How could this have happened so suddenly? I'm so scared of having to go through this again. I don't have it in me to fight. Clinical depression is so very painful and i don't want to put my family through this again...all the worrying etc. I can't go through this anymore. I'm scared i'll end up suicidal again.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 08:22 PM
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Sounds like you need an adjustment in your medication dose. I would call your doctor.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 10:08 PM
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Thanks for sharing ur story. I agree w/ the other poster. I had some depression around daylight savings time and had my meds adjusted.
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 10:15 PM
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I just went through 5 months of severe suicidal depression. Ended up being hospitalized twice. During this recent hospital stay which, was a month ago, they found a medication that seemed to have really worked. I've been stable for the past month, but 2 days ago, the depression crept back.

I no longer want to wake up and face the day, i feel a lot of anxiety and my confidence is gone. I'm back to social withdrawal and hiding in my bed. How could this have happened so suddenly? I'm so scared of having to go through this again. I don't have it in me to fight. Clinical depression is so very painful and i don't want to put my family through this again...all the worrying etc. I can't go through this anymore. I'm scared i'll end up suicidal again.
i'm so sorry I hope you are feeling better,,I see this was earlier..I am here to talk, I am feeling the same way
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Old Feb 28, 2013, 10:37 PM
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It may fell like theres no light at the end of the tunnel, but there is. You have to stay positive as hard as it is. Just remember that we are all here for you.
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 03:22 AM
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some things are not under our control.... surrendering to higher power works...
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 04:17 AM
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Thanks for sharing ur story. I agree w/ the other poster. I had some depression around daylight savings time and had my meds adjusted.
Oh crap! That's coming up again isn't it? I know it's just an hour but it totally screws me up for a few weeks every fall and spring!
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Old Mar 01, 2013, 07:19 AM
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Oh crap! That's coming up again isn't it? I know it's just an hour but it totally screws me up for a few weeks every fall and spring!
Yes....March 10th. I'm praying it doesn't screw me up like fall did. Last spring I was manic, misdiagnosed and on an antidepressant. I'm looking forward to bright sunny days.
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