[Moose72]

I was supposed to see her. Had to reschedule from wed. Now after my last week of Sui thoughts she calls in sick today! I don't see her until a week fromonday.

[faerie_moon_x]

Yikes. It's really terrible when providers get sick, especially someone like a T who has no backup.

How are you feeling? Do you think you can make it until Wednesday? Maybe think of it like it's only 5 days away.

[Moose72]

It's not 5 days. It's a week and 3 days away. Monday. Good thing is the thoughts are a bit better. But I have been at the Ativan.

[faerie_moon_x]

Ooooh, I thought you meant next Wednesday. That's not good.

Is there anything you can do as a backup plan?

[Moose72]

Um, call and leave a message for pdoc? T already told me not to call per unless I'm actively searching for a weapon. I still am overdosing on Ativan. Oh well. They really don't want me in the psych ER..

[faerie_moon_x]

Please don't overdose.

[Moose72]

Originally Posted by dark_heart_x

Please don't overdose.

I have been. Higher than prescribed. They don't want me in the ER.

[Moose72]

So far ok. It's more of a must-do-this than a wish to die. I already told them about it. They don't seem concerned.

[Confusedinomicon]

Are they prescribing you enough meds to keep this up? You know that its a controlled substance so they can only prescribe so much to you in a months time. :\

[Moose72]

My script is out. I just have a ton of them.

[Moose72]

I went and bought a new phone.

[~Christina]

Moose you need to give the bottle to maybe your friend ? and just have small amounts available to you.

[Moose72]

I'm not sure how to do that.

[Moose72]

Playing with my new phone. Hard to figure out.

[~Christina]

You ask your friend to hold onto your ativan ... and you get X amount of pills for a day or 2 ... would reduce your chance of accidently taking to many .

Just a thought

[Moose72]

How many is too many?

[~Christina]

How many did the Pdoc prescribe for you to take .. 1 a day ? 2 a day ?

Whatever the doctor prescribed is what you should be taking .

[Moose72]

Right now I'm having sour patch kids instead. How many of those is too many?

[Moose72]

The bottle says 1 or 2 a day.

[~Christina]

Then take 1 to 2 a day . no more .

[Confusedinomicon]

If you have been taking more you will need to talk to your doctor about safe tapering. Its easy to gain tolerance on those drugs.

[Moose72]

I just want to doze away really.

[Moose72]

I have 44.5 mg of Ativan. I just counted.

[Victoria'smom]

How many have you been taking a day?

[Moose72]

1.5 or 2 mg