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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:02 PM
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I suck
I'm a lump of a waste of space
I have no job
No purpose
I have no home if my own
I'm not likely to
I will always live this hell
Untill it goes a level worse
In which I end it all
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:05 PM
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((((( Moose ))))) Hugs! You don't suck and you are not a waste of space, no! Things will change...
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:17 PM
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Great poem tho! I can really relate, unfortunately!
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:25 PM
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If there is a "good" perspective of bipolar, it's the knowledge that things will get better eventually -- we're aware that we have our ups & downs. I hope you can be patient with yourself as you navigate this difficult time. I have hope that things will turn around for you soon.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:25 PM
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I think I'll be in bed all day watching tv
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:27 PM
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I've been down fur two months last I saw my t I was feeling some better so I told her so. Great.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 03:34 PM
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I just don't see my life turning around. I see it only getting worse unlikely I am homeless and alone.,
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:03 PM
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I don't have a home of my own either.....I don't suck.....don't believe those lies. Thats just not true. The you of you is important.
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Hey moosy I like the picture! And you don't suck no one does! Think of the last time you where down? Did it pass? Yup? This to shall pass.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:09 PM
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Hey moosy I like the picture! And you don't suck no one does! Think of the last time you where down? Did it pass? Yup? This to shall pass.
I've been depressed off and on for two months now.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:15 PM
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Take one day at a time cherish the good thongs in your life and try to ignore the negative thoughts. Look i know it's hard. I have negative thoughts to that is why I'm here. But I try to swap them with positive thoughts or els I go mad.
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Take one day at a time cherish the good thongs in your life...
If thongs do the trick, I say, "Whatever works!"
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:19 PM
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I do have good thoughts but the negative ones are the ones causing problems!
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:20 PM
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WhA wha wha this Ipad -_- I need a proper keyboard!
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 04:22 PM
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I do have good thoughts but the negative ones are the ones causing problems!
Concentrate more on the positive ones. I know it wont be the only solution but its a start.
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Start setting a small daily goal , then set a weekly goal.. may sound silly but you have to have attainable goals to give yourself self worth. It works. Find out what you need for housing assistance, and fill out all the paper work involved. Just tackle problems one at a time.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 06:26 PM
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Btdt Christina. It's all very undoable. I have horribly screwed up my life. I have involved so iCal worker after social worker and one if which said "well what do you want ME to do about it?" I left very upset.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 06:28 PM
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**** this thread. I'm going back to sleep.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 06:32 PM
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Nothing is "undoable" You just need small attainable goals. Life can suck and it is going to continue to suck at times ... but that is how life is regardless of being Bipolar. There is always hope . you may not see it right now .. but reach out and I bet you can find some... Not a single person takes photographs like you , no one .. just you. That right there is proof you have something one can take away from you.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 06:49 PM
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I feel anxious. Every day. I've been depressed for 7 weeks for the most part. It's getting old. I did go out and take pictures but I can't do anything with them yet.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 07:36 PM
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My life is umpteen catch-22s standing in a circle of mirrors.
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Old Mar 31, 2013, 07:45 PM
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Or maybe nothing is wrong and my life is one big hallucination.
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