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Apr 22, 2013, 10:33 AM
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This is my first post and first time talking about this, so bear with me.
I've been (weaned) off my BiPolar meds for a few months because my husband and I want to have another baby soon---I don't want meds in my system for various reasons. Immediately after I got off the medicine, I was manic and went on a crazy spending spree and quit my job to take another. It's been about 3 weeks since I became depressed and I want to curl up into a ball and sleep forever. I feel so sad and depressed, but I KNOW I am so lucky to have a beautiful son, wonderful and supportive husband, great parents and friends---not to be boastful, but my life is perfect with the exception of this disorder. The rational side of me is so embarrassed that I have this problem-- I really can't control my emotions without medication. Its a horrible feeling to wake up everyday and know you're going to feel sad and nothing can help. I feel alone and confused and overall stressed with the situation. I don't like talking about things with people because I know it makes people worry and bring everyone down. I know I shouldnt be sad and I don't want to be sad, but its not a choice. I absolutely hate this, and hate myself.I have that I can't will myself to clean or do laundry or do my job, or even be a good mom. I want this to be over. I am so sick of crying |
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#2
Apr 22, 2013, 12:42 PM
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Can you see your pdoc to see what your options are with a baby?
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Apr 22, 2013, 09:28 PM
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Hi and welcome to PC,
I agree w/ Moose. Consider speaking w/ your pdoc. If meds are not an option there might be alternative treatment. There are many people on this forum that do not take meds. Best wishes
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Apr 22, 2013, 10:13 PM
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As others said .. talk to your Pdoc. Learning coping skills are always a good thing and one can never have to many.
Welcome to PC , hope you can find info, support and hope here 
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Apr 23, 2013, 07:07 AM
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BP can be managed without meds in some people, but it usually requires some drastic lifestyle accommodations.
I'm not sure on the details about meds and falling pregnant, but can you not maybe stay on the meds until you are confirmed pregnant? There is nothing worse than that hopeless feeling of depression and I hope it lifts soon for you
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