Sui thoughts

I hope so. Another of the same day I keep living. :-/

Hey Moose,
I agree with Christina. Let the ativan work. Tomorrow is another day. Try all of the therapy tricks you have learned to settle yourself so that you can rest. If you can't settle then find one of the hotlines. I hope that you get some good rest and are able to reevaluate in the morning.
Many hugs!!!!
Bluemountains

Thanks blue mountains!

I just woke up. I feel like I've run a marathon. I ache all over. Wth? I'd love to get up now/ very pretty out / but I'm all wrung out.

Open ur curtains and let the sunshine pour in. Have a healthy meal and listen to some soft music.

I went out for breakfast then had a nap. Now have to go with my kids to my youngest's piano recital. I'm following my ex out there but bringing a GPS for the way home. I don't know why the teacher decides that the boondocks is a good place to have a piano recital.

My sister is here again bragging and babbling to two of her friends about all the rich towns in California. The big house she's going to buy. Gag.....

Now she's playing video movie auditions of her and my niece...

Fml.......

Maybe this piano recall and potluck will help. I hate the drive home though. Thank goodness for gps.i t honk I'm having an asthma attack. Ouch. Glad i can use my phone to post.

Moose, I am sorry you are having a rough time. It is so hard to deal with those moments. I hope today has been better for you.

Thanks. My heart is pounding. The only moment that was restful was hearing my son play.

Hey but the GPS got us home. I don't know how I'd have made it home without it.

Irritated. Friend not answering. Everybody on my nerves here.

Watching tv. Want to just close my eyes

Golden girls marathon. Zone out....

No fire but a bad one. Ugh.....

Love zoning on funny TV. I am all about that...depressed or manic/hypo...TV rocks!

Yes. And it's been recording so I can watch the ones I missed.

Hey Moose,
I was on the couch about two hours today in and out of a nap watching Rosanne-love the old shows!
As for your sister, in my book her priorities aren't in order, but I know yours are, Moose! You show us your creativity through the beautiful ways you share the photos of your children. It's not about the monetary value (okay, yes, I did buy a lottery ticket, but I didn't win!), it's about the love in our lives. Your sister has to depend on recognition of others, people she doesn't know, to be happy. You are enveloped in love!!!
Bluemountains

Thanks blue!!!!!!!!

Hope you have been able to get some rest

Yes I am going back to bed. So tired. Feel guilty about that that though.

Feel guilty got not bring ablrctobstat awake. Maybe it's Zyprexa. Maybe it's my body clock. Dunno. This sucks.

Can't believe ur still awake I still haven't fallen asleep yet. Clocks messed up.

Anyway don't let ur sis get u down I have one just like that and right now we aren't even talking I don't fit into her world view and never will, don't wanna. And I'm ok with it. It took time but I am.