[dubblemonkey]

yeah right?...like I am a good example like I am a role model like I am anything useful!!?

like I am anything at all?

HA!!

I want to denigrate myself...it's not that hard to do

I also want to elevate myself!

and I don't get a kick out of it...like I would if someone else did it for me but!

..in fact?...the more I am noticed?...the less I want to appear and this might explain my brief but audacious arrivals here in this very exposed place.

but when I do appear ..??

it takes HUGE pieces out of the ME that I don't even understand and then I come back again despite all my ******** insecurities!

I hardly understand much anything anybody talks about here it's often just too typical!

and it's also likely I am in an advanced stage of insanity??

and that's just too convenient...while I just classified everybody else while de-classifying myself...

so we are all stuck here right in the middle?

I don't expect there are any boundaries...that's a dis-order all by itself