[CaitlinRose]

So recently I have noticed the signs of an episode occurring. I have been going of spending sprees, which I know I can't afford yet I can't resist buying. I have been starting fights for no reason at all, I have no patience, my irritability is through the roof, and I have been making very poor decisions.

I ran out of my medications about three weeks ago. I have not been able to get to my psychiatrist because I do not have a car and my mother has been too busy to take me to an appointment. There is no bus route to his office so I feel stuck.

I have been hurting the people around me emotionally. I told my boyfriend that I needed to give him space during this episode. I was saying rude things to him and I was making irrational decisions for our relationship. I can't stand not talking to him, but I can't help but think it is for the best. I don't want to cause him more pain than I already have. I just feel like I have to stay away until I can work through this episode. i don't know if it is the right decision, but I can't think of any other solutions.

[Dylanzmama]

Is there anyone else that can take you to see the doc? What about the e.r.? Sometimes they can help...
I'm glad you can recognize the signs of an episode coming on. My motto is just to do the least amount of damage...
I wish I had more to offer. Hope things work out soon.

Is it possible to set up phone appointments or email your Doctor? Explain the situation he/she must realize that it's something you have no control over.
That is what I have been able to do if I can't deal with going or I need to get a hold of him.
warm thoughts

[Victoria'smom]

Can you just call for him to put through another prescription until you can get to him?

[CaitlinRose]

I may be able to. I will call and ask. Thank you.