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Jul 14, 2013, 03:33 PM
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Oh God please help me. I want my life back. I am so depressed today it hurts to breathe. I cant see anything clearly. Since I have fought this illness for years I know this will pass. But God please ease the pain NOW. If I could just sleep forever. I couldnt ever hurt my children that way, God just give me strength. To fight one more minute, one more hour, one more day. I have an appointment with pdoc tomorrow....doesnt help that I am terrified to go out in public, but I will go. I need to find me again, I am lost.
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 Anonymous32734, jadedbutterfly, redbandit, TheStrange, Tsunamisurfer, Victoria'smom, wildflowerchild25, ~Christina
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#2
Jul 14, 2013, 03:39 PM
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Oh sunshine i do feel for you, and know how you feel. Been feeling it for days. Please just hang in there.
We are.here for you Sent from my C5170 using Tapatalk 2 |
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Jul 14, 2013, 03:39 PM
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Sunshine
 I know that feeling where it literally hurts to breathe. Sometimes you literally have to take things one minute at a time, or even one breath at a time. You know it will pass eventually, and that's a good thing. I hope it passes for you soon.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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#4
Jul 14, 2013, 03:42 PM
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Thank you guys. I am scared, I havent been like this in a while. But I know it will pass. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS damn illness!!!!!!!
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#5
Jul 14, 2013, 03:51 PM
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I can't dwell on the hate of the problem. And i do hate it with a passion.
The negatives will drive me nuts. Do you have a hobby? That helps me. I get lost in it Sent from my C5170 using Tapatalk 2 |
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#6
Jul 14, 2013, 04:17 PM
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I am playing those pointless games on facebook and some music (happy stuff only) on spotify (music program) trying to see the sun from behind these clouds....starting to feel not so scared. So glad I have an appointment tomorrow.
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Jul 14, 2013, 04:22 PM
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That's good sunshine. I really need to listen to my own advice. Work on my hobbies.
I'm glad you have an appointment. I still have two weeks, but i think I'm going to try to get in this.week Sent from my C5170 using Tapatalk 2 |
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Jul 14, 2013, 04:25 PM
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what kind of hobbies do you have?
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Jul 14, 2013, 04:49 PM
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Woodworking and cooking
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Jul 14, 2013, 08:01 PM
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try to find something small that you enjoy and do it for a few minutes each day. for example, i am watching one of my favorite movies. on wednesday when i felt like you did i just listened to an uplifting song. just one because that's all i could manage, but it made me feel better for the three minutes. sometimes it's enough to give you hope.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#11
Jul 14, 2013, 08:09 PM
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Hang in there Sunshine!
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#12
Jul 15, 2013, 02:40 PM
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went to pdoc today, lots of med changes. starting to see the light again. i am a rapid (freaking whirlwind) cycler so I can go to dancing on the moon to the depths of dispare in just a matter of hours. so I hope the med changes at least slow it down some and level me out, i am exhausted.
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#13
Jul 21, 2013, 01:48 AM
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Good luck, sunshine. Sending positive thoughts your way. Sorry your having a hard time. Hugs!
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