[kdclement]

Some days I seem to make such a big deal of things. This weekend it was such a huge deal to make sure I made the right dinners, got to the park without getting lost and so when I didn't get it right going to the movies instead of just letting it go and moving on I was moody and argumentative. Now I'm emotionally worn out and I don't know if I'm just doing things to please everyone else or myself. I'm confused. Ever since I've been dealing with my sister getting leukemia and spending 500$ to go see her I'm so stressed. I need to see my therapist but I'm stressed about money constantly. I'm a mess and I was dealing with things so well. Some times, like right now I need to do laundry and I can't move from the couch. I cried for the first time since all of this happened. I have always cried when I needed to but for some reason I've been unable until something small happens and it feels like the end of the world and I feel like everyone might leave me. Its a lonely place to be.
Thank you for listening, I needed to get it out and would appreciate any feed back. I'm not sure this is enough info but do you think I'm co-dependant?

[Victoria'smom]

nothing you said says codependent it just sounds like a lot of stress. However you may be depressed.

[sunshine74]

I agree with "Miguel'smom" plus the argumentative when things dont go your way is a bit manic.......maybe your in a mixed episode....I have had a few of those and they always suck.

[ultramar]

Originally Posted by sunshine74

I agree with "Miguel'smom" plus the argumentative when things dont go your way is a bit manic.......maybe your in a mixed episode....I have had a few of those and they always suck.

Being argumentative when things don't go one's way could very easily be situational and any number of things, or -most likely- perfectly normal when one is under a lot of stress. I think mania or mixed episode is a really big leap here.

To the OP, it sounds like you're under a great deal of stress; I hope you can find time for yourself, to do things you like to do, and that things will get better soon.