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Old Aug 26, 2013, 06:48 AM
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I'm thinking of you. It's not an easy position to be in. But please don't be shy to reach out for help
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Old Aug 27, 2013, 10:33 AM
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I know it sounds like i'm catastrophising it and I am.. but that's not the issue. I have bipolar, its not going away, I will have ups and downs I can't control. And I just don't know if i'm up for a lifetime of this soul crushing.

When they talk of statistics on bipolar and suicide, I know why its high now. Somethin like 20% - 1 in 5 will kill ourselves.

What's the point of goign through these cycles that just return to crush you again?
Oh wow.. you just summed up exactly how I am feeling right now. And I know my feeling is off because I'm either coming down from an episode, in the middle of one or gosh knows what else. I've also been off all meds for a few months now (well except valium and self medicating)

Can totally relate which probably doesn't help at all but I'm 29 almost 30, no job currently but still with a hope that things can change, eventually. I guess if we don't have hope then we don't have anything. And if I still have some hope after all the years of depression/anxiety/bipolar eventually came out then yeah.. it's something.

Was talking about the suicide rate earlier actually, it's damn scary but I can see why. I hope things have improved for you or do soon.
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