[WrongEverything]

So he didn't buy the tickets, he says he wants me to be absolutely sure.

How do I be absolutely sure I want to run away from everything I know. When is the right time for that really? There isn't.

Anyhow. Reality check.

Think I might text him let him know i'll visit when I can after my money comes, but not impulsively like this. I don't know where my mind was.

This is gonna happen again... I've got to do damage control on yesterday now. I'm f**king up left and right.

Didn't call doctors office, I crashed and slept a bit and by the time i woke up they were closed. Called my school's therapist and they couldn't get me in til next week so I didn't set up anything at all.

I need to reschedule the appointment for sure. My meds are definitely not working. Kinda feel like hospitalization might be necessary but I really don't wanna. I'm safe for now.

I'm glad you are safe and there's always tomorrow morning you can call the dr's office and schedule an emergency appt. TELL them its an emergency so they'll work you in. I told mine I'd be happy to sit in the lobby til they worked me in, they found me an appt real quick. Guess they didn't want me to camp out all day But do call. And if you need to go to the hospital well, there they can work on your meds and watch how you react instead of sending you home with a prescription and hoping for the best. I'm just really glad your ok right now.

[LadyShadow]

Glad you are safe now, we were really worried about you for a bit there

Like Emomom said, try to get an emergency appointment if you can. What my office does is if you call in the morning, they usually have cancellations so they might be able to squeeze you in. Call every day until you get an appointment, badger them you need your meds changed if they are not working.

[Mollywisk]

^^^^ what they said.

Very happy to hear that you're ok. Best wishes for a better day tomorrow.

[WrongEverything]

I think I'm going to go into the hospital tomorrow. Just to get med's sorted out. I sent him that text, he's cool with it, though now he doesn't think i'll ever come see him.

Gonna spend tonight gettin everything together I guess. Clothes n whatnot. Maybe take a real shower. Cuz the one's in there suck.

[LadyShadow]

Originally Posted by WrongEverything

I think I'm going to go into the hospital tomorrow. Just to get med's sorted out. I sent him that text, he's cool with it, though now he doesn't think i'll ever come see him.

Gonna spend tonight gettin everything together I guess. Clothes n whatnot. Maybe take a real shower. Cuz the one's in there suck.

Good luck to you, I'm glad you're going to help yourself instead of going in a manic frenzy with this guy. Let us know how you are doing.

[WrongEverything]

A manic frenzy sounds so fun though.

[LadyShadow]

Originally Posted by WrongEverything

A manic frenzy sounds so fun though.

It sure does, until everything comes crashing down and you're back in reality. I been there done that sweetie, it sounds fun but its damaging.

[WrongEverything]

Yeah I see what you're saying, I made one night's worth of bad choices and i'm picking up pieces already. I'm just lucky he's grounded.

[medicalfox]

Good luck with your recovery and I'm glad you chose going to the hospital.

All my best wishes for your recovery, I look forward to hearing from you when you get back