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Old Sep 09, 2013, 06:13 PM
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Ok that's it I'm done with everyone and everything ! The job I was going for I didn't get cause of political bull s#%*. So now cause I am barely making any kind of money and can't seem to find something making more money. My brother may lose the house he's letting us stay in cause we can't pay rent even with me working two jobs. I'm starting to feel light headed, my fingertips on my right hand are numb, and I think I'm ready to just let it all go. I can't even get my pdoc to call me back. I guess it's proof that no one really cares what happens as long as they can use me for something. I'm just so lonely and want it to end but no one seems to want to fill the void. So why not end it myself. Oh well if you read this sorry you wasted your time listening to my rant.

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Old Sep 09, 2013, 06:39 PM
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 07:42 PM
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What wotchermuggle said.
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 10:11 PM
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Old Sep 09, 2013, 11:04 PM
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Hang in there...things WILL get better!

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Old Sep 10, 2013, 12:06 AM
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Just tired and lonely. It's sad when you've been married for 8 years and still feel like you did when you were single. (Sigh) but that's my life and destiny I guess.

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Old Sep 10, 2013, 12:58 AM
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I'm sorry you're feeling so sad and lonely, but please do take the time to remember that people aren't capable of filling voids. Voids need to be addressed and worked through, find the root, find the solution.
The moment you expect someone to fill a void you set them up for failure and repeat the cycle of misery within yourself.

I do hope you are feeling better soon, financial crap is one I find myself buried in regularly so I empathize
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 10:41 AM
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Old Sep 10, 2013, 05:45 PM
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mjrwraith,

Things are crappy right now. If you have to go to pdoc's office and wait.
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