I f*cked up

Confusedinomicon · Sep 21, 2012, 12:02 AM

And I'm okay with it.

It's a strange feeling. I'm incredibly hurt and acknowledge my own fault in it, but I don't feel like its the end of the world.

I want to cry but there are no tears.

BlueInanna · Sep 21, 2012, 12:08 AM

me too, it happens. i hope it isn't too serious

Confusedinomicon · Sep 21, 2012, 12:22 AM

I lost a friend because I talked when I shouldn't have.

It happens though. I know that is the volatile nature of friendships.

cocoabeans · Sep 21, 2012, 12:44 AM

I **** up all the time.

I've never found friendships to just end though...grow apart or work past it? Yes. But I'm cutting you out good bye? Who does that over some blabbing?

I can't stand those people who get so emotional and do things like that! I've met only a couple and they're so silly, I love you no, I hate you now! That's it you're cut out. Okay.....?

Volatile nature of friendships though? Hmm, never thought of friendships/relationships as volatile?

BlueInanna · Sep 21, 2012, 12:50 AM

sounds like a ****** friend to start with

if they just dump you like that

Abigail2012 · Sep 21, 2012, 12:52 AM

some people just cant handle things, and then those true friends of urs is always there when it is possible. sometimes u have to take it as it is, and other times i owe apologies/ amends to others because i was in the wrong. just an example! not saying u owe them that. but i mean if u feel like u do then when ur ready or when the time is right u know then she can accept or not and yall both can move on from there. just dont let it eat u up on the inside and if its is talk to someone who u really trust and they might have a suggestion or been through the same thing. they might be able to help, and if they cant well atleast u have someone to talk to and not keep it bottled up on the inside. i hope maybe this helps u in some way.

Confusedinomicon · Sep 21, 2012, 12:55 AM

I think it's because I'm most likely a recovering borderline for the past few years. (In the way I see relationships)

No. I called his family and a few of my friends morons for this stupid fight that was going on, and then his mom went off on me. It was on another internet forum and facebook. It turned really nasty.

I didn't think about the words I was using so I know its my fault.

Politics are terrible.
(This whole fight stemmed from gay marriage)

Abigail2012 · Sep 21, 2012, 01:07 AM

well there's no right or wrong answer and it you both had ur oppions, so just let it go and see if they come around if not then **** it. its not worth all that crap.

sugahorse1 · Sep 21, 2012, 02:30 AM

(((Hugs))) - I've just messed up a good friendship too. We'll get thro it

Confusedinomicon · Sep 21, 2012, 02:58 AM

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Originally Posted by sugahorse

(((Hugs))) - I've just messed up a good friendship too. We'll get thro it

Just tired of messing up. I run my mouth too much.

I dont need to be hypo to have a motor mouth. t.t

Mental reward · Oct 22, 2013, 01:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Confusedinomicon

And I'm okay with it.

It's a strange feeling. I'm incredibly hurt and acknowledge my own fault in it, but I don't feel like its the end of the world.

I want to cry but there are no tears.

"A true friend stabs you in the front" --Oscar Wilde
I had this happen last week. Though it was a person I was seeing.. Because I interrupt too much and apparently it repulsed him. Well yes this guy has a lot of his own issues. I'm just the mirror. Bleh. Still hurts. It's good ur reacting how u are. Letting go. It's hurtful.

Oct 22, 2013, 02:10 PM

From what I can see, it sounds like a political discussion, about a very divisive subject...so though you might have had a fault in it, it was NOT your fault. There were most likely many sides to this situation. Try not to feel too bad about it and perhaps things will end up not as bad as you think they are right now.

Oct 22, 2013, 02:20 PM

Hey confused, I destroyed a friendship the last time I was manic. Completely destroyed it. Still feeling bad about it. But it is what it is. I will have to learn to live w/ my mistakes, and to learn how to not let it happen again.

Thanks for your post.

Moose72 · Oct 22, 2013, 05:23 PM

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Originally Posted by jeffro1972

Hey confused, I destroyed a friendship the last time I was manic. Completely destroyed it. Still feeling bad about it. But it is what it is. I will have to learn to live w/ my mistakes, and to learn how to not let it happen again.

Thanks for your post.

I did last year when I was manic. I don't think I lost any when I was manic this year.

Confusedinomicon · Oct 22, 2013, 07:38 PM

I wish this wasn't bumped.

nachocheese · Oct 22, 2013, 08:45 PM

Happened to me with a few very important people in my life. Still hurting from it. I just can't seem to stop myself sometimes.

BlueInanna · Oct 22, 2013, 09:40 PM

Yea old thread :/

thickntired · Oct 22, 2013, 11:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Confusedinomicon

Just tired of messing up. I run my mouth too much.

I dont need to be hypo to have a motor mouth. t.t

Awwww I'm sorry and I know EXACTLY how you feel. I'm really bad about creating drama by opening my mouth and jumping to speculations, assumptions, and judgments. My goal is to take a deep breath and really think before I open my mouth.

Is what I'm saying true? If it's true would I like a person saying the same thing about me? Is it something I would gladly share with said person or post on facebook? Because we all know from experience how gossip spreads like wildfire.

It took a girl, young enough to be my daughter, last week accusing me of creating drama. She was exactly right and I was mortified by my behavior

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