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Sep 10, 2013, 07:44 PM
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no one really understands, I feel so alone, my ex and his girlfriend will not stop backstabbing me. Every week, its like he did what?????? Im so miserable im crying all the time. My kids come home all upset from their visit with him. My attorney isn't doing her job. The friend of court said there done with us. I cant get out of my head. I relive every moment over and over. If not going through it one time, second time would hurt less. I am falling apart. I keep trying to change my thinking, Im trying to pray again. BAM he has me wanting to go back to my bed and just stay there. Im tired of being strong, Im tired of holding my head up high. IM AM SO TIRED OF HURTING!!!!!!! Im tired of feeling lonely, everyone is sick of listening to me, its been 3 yrs, they cant believe he is still doing this. I don't want to live my LIFE this way....... I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do..... Im hurting
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Sep 10, 2013, 08:59 PM
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I'm sorry you are hurting. You have six kids who love you very much. Try to get strength from their love and keep on doing the next right thing. Sending hugs your way.
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Sep 11, 2013, 10:04 AM
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I am young and I don't have kids or an ex husband in my life to deal with.
But I can empathize with you a bit...right now I just want to give up too. Despite my ups and downs and things in my life, I have tried so hard to keep going but feel like I always fail at it. It's hard wanting to give up but knowing deep down inside you shouldn't. I understand.
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Sep 11, 2013, 11:36 AM
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sprik, I'm so sorry your ex is causing you such pain. My ex continued to cause me pain for 4 years after our divorce, so I understand some of what you are going through. I was lucky, in that, my only child was 18 when we divorced so there was know forced visitation. You having 6 children must be so hard to have them go for visitation where they come home upset. Have you sought out counseling to help you deal with this whole situation? If not, I would suggest you get counseling. You can make because your children will give you strength.
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Sep 17, 2013, 08:12 PM
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thank u , a positive word always helps, thank u
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