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Old Sep 17, 2013, 08:57 PM
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...can't see because my eyes are too open
...cannot hear because my ears are too close to my eyes

...

can't feel because I touched everything I am blinded by and the sounds of my mis-contact are deafening...

assaulted by ghosts from my deceased personality...!
the possibly peaceful phantoms hide while I collect myself...

and black it all goes black
I am deliberately discarded

and .....I realise my permanence

despite the obvious damage

my brain has something terrible inside..
life has something terrible outside

I am equipped for it

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Old Sep 17, 2013, 10:52 PM
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...can't see because my eyes are too open
...cannot hear because my ears are too close to my eyes

...

can't feel because I touched everything I am blinded by and the sounds of my mis-contact are deafening...

assaulted by ghosts from my deceased personality...!
the possibly peaceful phantoms hide while I collect myself...

and black it all goes black
I am deliberately discarded

and .....I realise my permanence

despite the obvious damage

my brain has something terrible inside..
life has something terrible outside

I am equipped for it
danger brain kill the weapons that infiltrate my mind...

nothing can touch me and yet?... I want to be touched but I don't trust the touch!

things are too hard and things keep getting harder...
I lie when I say I am fine I die when I prove I am lying!

I can't see how blind I am when I am looking too hard...

I want to be trusted accepted but I never trust anybody who trusts me...

I am an emotional disaster .....hiding from my feelings
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