indistinct re-capture

there was no arrival to elaborate my departure!

I drifted beyond terminal forever!

the losing and the finding the selective survival!

I feel like I have to prove why I am alive...

my lifelike activities exceed any undead life available

my life is more intact than my death

I back off I stay alive

it's not much fun knowing this way and that...

because nobody else knows it

it is very lonely

only immense time like this can help me live longer

so sneaky is understanding time

the spirits of personality shut down my awkward resistence

I float accidental in a tragic fantasy

I am ok wobbly beautiful

You are beautifully ok wobbly.
Analyzing, observing, seeing the contradiction in everything.
Contradiction even contradicts itself!
Some say that was the start of the Universe...
The Void had a thought - what am I?
Then thought became sound Ommm...
It, which was not even anything,
Split into two so it could reflect on itself
What are we? Am I you? It said to itself...
I think we are it , fragments , still trying to find out.