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I am trapped in.my own mind.
I haven't done anything productive in over a week- not even counting the convention. Any time I try, I get sucked into a daydream of sorts - only to crawl out hours later and wonder where all the time went. I think this may be my mind's way of avoiding stress, but I just feel like a lazy @** and it's only making me more stressed. I'm running out of time. There are so many projects I've neglected and they just keep piling up. I know what I need to do now, but I don't know where to start. And when i try, the aforementioned daydreams start. I don't expect pity, because this is probably just me being unimaginably lazy. I just kind of want to know how to push back these stupid daydreams that are ruining my life at the moment.
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again. 100mg Lamictal |
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I, too, have issues like you have. My work goes by but I don't know where it went because I sure don't have anything to show for it. I don't have any solutions for you. Just understanding.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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When I get overwhelmed about things and the stress of them...
I look at the due dates. And then I do whichever one is due first. No arguments with myself, and I stop making excuses. I just do it. I might want to curse and swear and quite and it might take me AGES. But at least I'm forcing my sorry butt through it. Why not get a timer and set it for 10 minutes? 10 minutes of solid work, and if you drift off it'll bring your focus back. If you work that whole time, it'll be a few seconds of break while you reset it for the next 10 minutes. Or 15 minutes. But I wouldn't set it further than that because then you'd miss too much time when you drift off.
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