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Oct 19, 2013, 01:20 PM
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Does this seem scary?
I edited another post of mine to reflect how I'm feeling right now. A friend of mine things its scary. What do you think? Or rather, is it scary or is it still manic?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 6 mg  Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Last edited by Moose72; Oct 19, 2013 at 01:57 PM. |
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Oct 19, 2013, 02:13 PM
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I don't find it manic-y just that you miss your hallucination and comfort while manic.
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Oct 19, 2013, 02:21 PM
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Oct 19, 2013, 03:30 PM
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It's your blog they don't have to understand. You are allowing them to read an entry of your personal journal.
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Oct 19, 2013, 04:02 PM
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their problem. They must lead pretty hollow lifes if all that is out there is "delusional". Are you spiritual, btw? I always found comfort in spirituality... you can explain many things you experience. If you don't believe in any of it, all you can do is think you gone crazy.
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Oct 19, 2013, 04:34 PM
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I thought it was beautiful. Stream of conscious type writing is always better than mapped out thoughts to me. More honest somehow.
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Oct 19, 2013, 05:37 PM
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Oct 19, 2013, 05:42 PM
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 I don't know why he said I was delusionāl. I know I was a little bit when Iwas manic but I said I was too! That doesn't mean that knowing Iwas delusional didn't still mean I <I>believed</i> the delusions! Of course I did!!
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Oct 19, 2013, 05:43 PM
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Oct 19, 2013, 07:34 PM
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Actually, I have another long-time personal friend who refuses to read my blog. He says I told him his interpretation was wrong when he last read it so nope oh well not gonna read it. I don't think he understood the multiple layers in what I wrote and therefore he got peeved at me. But that's just me. However, we CAN have a conversation about the subject matter without referencing the blog just fine.
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Oct 19, 2013, 07:52 PM
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Oct 19, 2013, 08:00 PM
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Oct 19, 2013, 09:06 PM
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Now a friend who had been getting closwer to me and such a fun friend just said, "I'm sorry. Ican't do this." And quit chatting with me. He means deal with me and my being bipolar. He doesn't think I'm rational. He thinks I'm still delusional and won't admit it. Now I've got tears in my eyes.
Oh well. Tomorrow, I am seeing another friend that I haven't seen in over a year and a half and I know he will never banish me for being bipolar.
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