[winterglen]

I'm getting in trouble a lot.

I overslept today and missed an appointment.

I'm constantly bothering people by asking for help.

I make the same mistakes over and over.

I never want to do anything because I don't have the energy, but I always feel like I'm in a rush. I have a hard time getting things done.

I make excuses for my terrible behavior.

People think I'm rude and inconsiderate. I know I am, but I don't know how to make myself be considerate.

I'm unreliable.

I want to be like those perfectionist girls who do everything right and have zillions of friends and everyone likes them and showers them with awards for doing everything so well.

I know that's never going to happen, because I'm too lazy, selfish and greedy. I'm getting exactly what I deserve.

never say never. if you work at it, you can be like you want to be... i'm sure

some things are maybe just part of your personality.. for example, you may have a certain amount of cympathy for people, or you may think things out a certain way.. that's just how it is

i am pretty sure the lazyness is not through you, it's through depression or something else out of your control- maybe work on small goals that you wish to acheeve so you can work on that.

anyway wanted to reply so you didon't feel like no one was reading your thread

[Moose72]

I've felt that way. Can you get a routine where you have to get up? I have to get up to get my kids to school. Then, once I get some coffee in me, I'm good to go for the rest of the day. My old T was always telling me to get a routine. My routine now partly is exercising, though today I didn't go. (Bad bad!)

[Zabine]

I know what it is like to get this way too. It is hard to get out. Some days are good or at least meh, often I just wait to become manic again....