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... I have this disturbing feeling that I have gone utterly outright and stigmatised myself...
made myself the enemy to myself before anyone else can decide I am theirs too. my insecurity is an astonishing universal expanse of my mal-adjusted personality. ...I mis-understand in-numerable emotional shapeshifts throughout the day and even more during the night ...but?... I can never express myself properly for the simple things I am so way backed up I cannot look anyone in the eye I am so afraid I will see me.. truth is I guess... I absolutely cherish the silent sentiments of humanity... ..I am several many steps above the normal.. and likewise several even more many steps below my position is a fact!... but where can I claim my position ....this bipolar super-universe... I have had to put myself on the spot....be uncomfortable for a few minutes... to realise that weird never made it to the end of the post... it's difficult here trying to be considerate and also compassionate... and also being who I think I am I was designed in a bad world... so I know exactly and believe eveyrone must be ok dumbass me thought I was writing about you and... |
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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Yes you could've been writing about me, too. Great post- again! ( I think you should collect them somewhere!)
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Gabapentin 300 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) |
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I agree Moose!
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