[dubblemonkey]

there are no instructions for mental illness there are mostly consequences...

borderline personality is the master of bad habits and bipolar is the servant and the roles switch whenever the psychotic mood chooses...

I drift this way I immediately drift the other I meet in the middle...!

the agony of overconsumption strikes me as it might have to and yet...?

the sadistic moisture has no impact I am floating in the unbelievable sky...

all dry and barely used up!..

seems to make no difference I shake but get dismissed by the 'alcoholic calamity'....

no damage has yet revealed itself and this has been going on for so long I cannot imagine my life without being smashed...

I relax my borderline insanity I complete my bipolar mania...

no doctor will ever prescribe alcohol...

and yet it works better than anything I ever swallowed...

injected and re-injected...

the better I accept my addiction the better I can Identify with the cause.

this message was purely spontaneous..
DM

I struggled with alcohol for years. Doesnt help when you're in a society that labels you as odd for not binge drinking. Always getting remarks "*****" "weak as piss" "you were so much more fun when you were drinking".

When I found stability I no longer felt the need to drink. I am honestly glad that I dont much drink anymore. I might be more "boring" but I dont really care. Im happier now than I ever was drinking, and my body thanks me.

[mzunderstood79]

I drink on occasion but I was raised by an alcoholic mother that was raised by alcoholic parents. I had a problem with alcohol as a teen and I knew I wouldn't put my kids through that, but sometimes I think I might have handled some things better had I been drinking.
With that said, my husband is an alcoholic even if he won't admit it and I try not to nag him because hello?? He puts up with me, right? And he doesn't like taking medication for his issues which he only addressed once since we found his parents murdered 12 years ago....Just be safe whatever you do, okay??