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Old Nov 05, 2013, 03:51 AM
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I have been here for a couple years now...

I have expressed myself in ways ....

perhaps only I understand

I have made friends and I have made enemies...

I have regrets and I have accidental accidents....

my time here has be deliberate......and intentional

....I never expected to get so involved

PC can let me go

I let it go...DM
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 04:15 AM
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This can only be one star in one galaxy. No one uderstands you, fading light. They can see you, but all the other stars are brighter, you are irrelevant...until you run as fast as you can, then...they close thier eyes to you and wish.
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 07:38 AM
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Sorry to see you go.
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 09:11 AM
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I haven't been here long, but I will miss you
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 01:41 PM
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I wish you wouldn't go.
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 03:58 PM
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Really? I like your poetic posts.....
Thanks for this!
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Old Nov 05, 2013, 05:21 PM
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Same here, Alokin......
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 07:15 AM
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I am not trying to get attention....

I just feel so damaged so corrupted... so damaged....

I cannot cope with what I do here I express things beyond my understanding....

I am not a person I am a people and I hurt beyond a person incomplete beyond any sensibility...

I am me... me and myself and I have no agreement no situation where I belong...

....while running terribly confused I hit a wall...!

there is nowhere to hide from this incredible dis-association

...I should die but life is too tempting

I keep trying to run from it..

my illness is no excuse to fall down...

and the collapse is so demanding...

all I have is my effort....

that's all I have
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 12:47 PM
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No man, don't go! I, and undoubtedly many others, can relate to your poems, they always mean something to me x
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