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...I don't want to be alone...
and yet it's all I got...! I have met so many people.... I have embraced so many people... I have adored so many people... I have battled with so many people... I have hated so many people....! I have even more loved so many people.... I have lost so many people because of death and because of me... because I am so unfit to be a friend.... the disgrace of such a thing has tormented me... people are so special ...and I have missed the reality of intimacy I have died before everyone even met me... |
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It is hard to be close to people with this disorder. With me, my depression keeps me from getting out and meeting new people.
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Bi-polar 2 Lamictal 225 titrating up to 300 mg Celexa 40 mg Wellbutrin 300 mg Deplin 15 mg Klonopin .5 prn Benicar 20mg Synthroid .1 mcg |
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I can really relate to what you wrote. Many I miss deeply and some I wish I had missed. I to don't really make friends, it's too much effort to keep a friendship going when your depressed. And when I'm manic I'm to selfish.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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