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Old Nov 06, 2013, 07:28 AM
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...I don't want to be alone...

and yet it's all I got...!

I have met so many people....
I have embraced so many people...

I have adored so many people...

I have battled with so many people...

I have hated so many people....!

I have even more loved so many people....

I have lost so many people because of death and because of me...

because I am so unfit to be a friend....

the disgrace of such a thing has tormented me...

people are so special

...and I have missed the reality of intimacy

I have died before everyone even met me...
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 08:19 AM
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It is hard to be close to people with this disorder. With me, my depression keeps me from getting out and meeting new people.
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 09:17 AM
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I can really relate to what you wrote. Many I miss deeply and some I wish I had missed. I to don't really make friends, it's too much effort to keep a friendship going when your depressed. And when I'm manic I'm to selfish.
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