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Old Nov 06, 2013, 08:06 AM
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....I see the mirror I look into my reflection!

it's only a chance I seen me

I was running around careless ....apparently

so I see me again looking away

I don't want to see me..

I hate me

nothing I do hides my pain and my disgust....

I survive in malfunction and shame...

I fight like it's forever....

my survival is terrible and ....

I betray myself...

I run away from me...

I don't trust me I don't love me
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 09:34 AM
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I am so sorry, because I'm sure you are very lovable.
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Old Nov 06, 2013, 10:15 AM
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You deserve to love yourself and to see the wonderful person we see. You have to find a way to forgive yourself and be kind to yourself. Would you think that badly of a friend that had similar issues? As for trusting yourself I use to but I lost that in recent years and I blame therapy for that but you have to find a way.
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