Agggh

Just at the point where the spotlight turns and you should be
pirouetting in the the light, right?
Those at the show I want to shoot, my insides are a disgusting display.
My job to push others to the dizzy heights of fame to cradle fragile egos to butter them up the stairs introduce you to you know who. but today your work is is danger because how it feel right now is that your day may not happen ,right now i'm having trouble even typing a email. t make sense. How will I make sense of more than 100 people .
Very precariously I tread
Knowing the abyss that awaits
very tempted am I
to throw myself wholeheartedly into the fire

yayayyayayyayaaaaaaa. i know ya all soooo much more self aware goood on ya. no really what that must be like . feel a bit down well i'll just call a friend. I guess that's nice. Ah moment of self realisation you dont have any cause you are sef obesessed.

Calling a friend is a good idea.

Thanks Moose. It would have been I guess. if I had any. Just melted down on my own instead. Well still melting down but quietly so I won't disturb any one and I guess I'll try and look like I know what I'm doing. Very glad I just was quiet and shut up. I think if i started being truthful about where my thoughts are heading it would not be pretty. I don't even remember writing the last message. oh well . another day

Hope your day gets better, bumble2u.