[texvet]

I start back at work tomorrow after 4 months off, doing school full-time. I would be alright with that if it weren't for the fact that I'm in the middle of major low spell. I sleep all day, as much as my daughter lets me. At night, I am just as exhausted as during the day, but my brain won't turn off. I'm anxious, depressed, and frustrated. I'm terrified that I won't be able to get up in time! I missed my first appointment with a pdoc in 7 months today because I couldn't wake up and go. I don't know what to do. I can't afford to not work during the breaks from school. My GI Bill only pays the rent while I'm enrolled in classes. I want to continue the job part-time during the spring semester as well, because I need the money. I don't know what to do. :[

[Secretum]

I can really relate to not being able to sleep at night, and then not being able to wake up in the morning. It's hard. I find that it helps if I set multiple alarms so that they go off every ten minutes. Usually after about an hour of this, I can get up.

Also, try to reschedule your pdoc appt soon. It sounds like you could really need some help with your depression.

It feels like you can't handle it now, but you're stronger than you're giving yourself credit for.

[texvet]

It's a frustrating problem to have! It feels almost silly to me. I think that's probably a good idea.. Might have to set them on both my iPad and my phone.

I plan to do so tomorrow, or find a different way to get some help. I've been told that I can come in as a walk-in to mental health at the VA here. I have to call to confirm that, unless someone sees this post and can.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

[gayleggg]

Make sure to set the alarm clocks away from your bed, so you have to get up to turn them off.