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Old Dec 19, 2013, 07:34 AM
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seems there are some accidental but distinct ways to have an awkward experience!

like falling apart and staying together...

like knowing the tiny pieces re-arranged will likely come back together...

...I fail terribly to recognise myself...

and yet my terribly distracted bits collide and form an accident unlike anything I ever seen stare back at me...

I am regarded by me as superfluous to nature..

something malformed and distrusted by angels even...

the curious steps I take to understand what connects me to my feet....

these tire me sink into oblivion...

I want to shatter my possible delusion

but this oblivion I speak of demands to be known...

I run into the distance I shake my emotions off my empty skeleton..

all my efforts to combine my love and my fear wind up hurting me

I hate my reflection..!

I can only look by accidental eyesight...

how I function this way is only a pure miracle...

it's out of my control

the more I try to control myself the more it hurts...

I am designed to break the rules
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 08:56 AM
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hey... (I wrote something here....but what?)

Last edited by dubblemonkey; Dec 19, 2013 at 11:51 AM.
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 10:52 AM
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I'm sorry you feel that way.
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 11:02 AM
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Well I just saw it right now and was going to comment that I thought it was genius and totally spoke to me.
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 11:10 AM
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Old Dec 19, 2013, 11:33 AM
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I wish you could love yourself, I wish you could see the wonderful person we see in you.
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