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Feb 05, 2014, 11:09 AM
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I saw this movie "filth" about a bipolar guy and at the end of the movie he hung himself.
I've been visualizing myself hanging myself, instructive and then I focus on it. I don't want to kill myself but I'm thinking about it. I've been depressed for like 8 months now and I miss hypomania, hell even mania. Also when I wasn't depressed I felt like people could read my minds then I would start thinking negative this about with and I couldn't control it. I would have to focus on "white noise" the sound old tv's make in my mind to stop the thoughts. one pdoc said I was becoming psychotic a therapist Ruled out schizoaffective disorder
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Feb 05, 2014, 12:01 PM
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I'm not sure if SI is suicidal ideation or self injury (or can be both?). I was in a severe depression for about 5-1/2 months, now in a moderate depression for the past couple of weeks, so you're not alone in having a long-standing bipolar depressive phase.
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Feb 05, 2014, 04:04 PM
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I'm going on a year and a half bout of depression myself. It really sucks. I feel for you.
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Feb 05, 2014, 04:06 PM
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Please don't kill yourself just because you saw in this movie.
SI can mean both suicidal idealation and self injury Be strong and conquer.
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Feb 05, 2014, 04:29 PM
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I agree, be strong and conquer
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Feb 05, 2014, 04:57 PM
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Feb 05, 2014, 05:59 PM
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I hope you can find some quality help to work through these thoughts. SI, for me, is suicidal ideations and I was really struggling with them a year ago, to the point it was overwhelming. I ended up being committed on a 72 hour hold because my doctor thought I was going to kill myself. I had no intention of doing it but I had several variations planned out on how I was going to do it.
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Feb 05, 2014, 10:02 PM
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SI for me is self injury. Idealization comes way before. If you have prn's take them.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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