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Who's interested?
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me........
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I'm in,.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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Sure
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What happens when all of your dreams have been shattered numerous times so you always try to put the pieces back together, create new dreams, just to do it all over again. Finally, there are no dreams left. Going through the motions is all that's left with no reason or meaning to exist.
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Same here!
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I'll chat.
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Bipolar I with psychotic features/GAD/Transgender (male pronouns please) Seroquel/Abilify/Risperidone/Testosterone My Bipolar Poetry Anthology Underneath this skin there's a human Buried deep within there's a human And despite everything I'm still human I think that I'm still human |
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I would love to
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I struggle with meaninglessness too. I have built my life up, and destroyed it, and built it up and destroyed it several times. Right now i'm in a building it up phase, but i worry that my illness is a time bomb, and i will do something to screw it all up again. It is really frustrating because it all seems so senseless. So i'm trying to find meaning in what has happened. What is helping me is helping other people. My experiences have made me more compassionate and attuned to other people's pain, and help me know what to say or do when they are in despair. So i work in mental health, and try to help. It is much easier to help others with their problems than to fix my own. I don't have any answers, but i am around to listen. Maybe you can find something positive in your struggles top. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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yes!...........
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I have done the same built my life up and completely destroyed it time and time again. Right now I am stuck in a rut and wonder if I want to build it up agsin bc its so painful to work so hard for something and lose it over night...
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I do wonder about this a lot. Does it get better. I mean is there a point where it slows down. I was 29 when diagnosed im 35 and in 6 years I have destroyed my life 3 times. I don't ever intentionally hurt others but everyone in my life has been affected by my bipolar especially my kids exhusband and my current boyfriend. I often wonder if I should be close to people bc I can leave a path of destruction?
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It's all of us. I am beginning to ponder this. Do we thrive on the new, and when it gets old and boring, we self destroy? I think that's what I do.
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