At the end of my rope

These past few days I've had so many mood swings. I'm at the end of my ability to cope. I wish someone could just replace me. A someone who isn't this piece of crap who can't seem to do anything right for any extended period of time. I keep trying to replace my thoughts....you are awesome, you have a great personality, you are determined and strong. But its not working.

Just want to sleep forever.

I'm sorry your depressed. Hopefully things get better soon.

I sleep as much as possible when I'm not at work. It's the only way I can escape the depression and bad thoughts. It takes so much energy at work to be friendly and nice. I'm worn out by the time I get home.

I hope you start feeling better soon. I know it really sucks being depressed.

I hope today is a better day for you.

I went to sleep after the rental company came and took most of the stuff I don't want to give them their ridiculous prices for. Woke up hysterically crying. I just want to feel I can handle life but I really don't. This keeps coming back and crumbling my world. Get back up I know but I am just over this!!!

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BP sucks big time, doesn't it? My heart goes out to you...hope your mood changes for the better soon.

I spent all of yesterday in bed. I stopped the lamictal (only taking it for a week anyway) and began the Latuda again. I just don't know what to do. My pdoc isn't available for me until 5/5. And I don't even know what she can do. There is no magic pill that will lift this horrible blanket I feel like I'm under. I saw a therapist and I like her, but frankly I feel it brought up stuff and made me feel worse. I am having a hard time functioning but I really have to function to some level.

Got out of the house today and am trying to take care of some things that need done. I hope everyone else is doing okay. Thanks for the hugs and kid words.

She may be able to adjust your medication. I'm sorry therapy made it worse.