Depressed

I'm so depressed today. I feel unappreciated with all I do around the house by my boyfriend, I feel like all of the work I do on my makeup for him goes unnoticed. All of the people in my life are so unreliable, even ones I just met and had faith in follow the same pattern. I'm sick of being stuck in this house and I'm even more over feeling alone. The only time I leave this place is for Dr. appointments because my car was stolen by a family member and yeah. I just needed to get this out there. Sorry to be such a downer.

Hello, manic_me. Have you talked to your doctor about what you have just told us. Do you think you might benefit from professional help?

I wish you well.

You're not a downer at all. That is what we are here for. I agree you need to tell your doc what is going on. I sympathize with you being sort of stuck at home with no car. Can you invite friends to come over or could you offer a bit of gas money for them to drive when you go out with them?

I have a therapy appointment on Wednesday and I plan to bring it up. And no I can't have people at my house because of my roommates and whenever I try and meet up with people they blow me off/ ignore me despite having plans in place which makes it more frustrating and depressing. I think I'll finally get out and I don't hear from that person despite calling, texting, or messaging them on Facebook.

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