[venusss]

.... somewhat miserably bored. Life feels something pointlessly boring. And sometimes as reward it by randomly imploding to you.

I kinda pointlessly wanna buy a ticket to Kyiv and get drunk somewhere overlooking Maidan. (this has been triggered by recent talks with somebody........ somebody I worry about. Somebody whom life tossed into a bad bad situation.)

so many thoughts. so few of them good.

please tell me there is sense in all this existing...........

[~Christina]

Life is life .. Good bad and the ugly.. You have always been a bit of a gypsy traveler .. Seems like when you are stuck somewhere you get this itch to go somewhere , nothing wrong with that at all .

Are you able to make a trip right now ? maybe just a few days away would perk you right back up?

Are you watching the News alot there is so much hate in this world? Maybe seeing all this war is part of your questioning.. Just a thought.

[venusss]

I have a project in a bit, so I will prance around Prague and surroundings a bit. It should help.

Right now I gotta work, am doing some village things (preserving fruits and veggies for winter to send some euros). Doesn't make me happy as it used to.

There's the old feeling the world is gonna implode and burn. It already did not so far from where I am. Maybe the world did really end in 2012 or... around 2012 and we are just under delusion it's still there.

[tamisomuch]

Talk to your mom maybe, she's the only person for me who will always love you no matter what and won't judge you. I know it really sucks to have those feelings but hanging there better days will come.

[winter4me]

You are a strong person. And you have the capacity for joy, and passion. Hang in there, keep moving, the worlds will roll around again...
(dance in the moonlight? jump in the water under the moon? create the best outrageous outfit ever to walk down the street in?---keep your future trip in mind)

[Love&Toil]

This is a time of incubation... a chance to find a new thing to give you a spark, meaning, hope and direction. It hurts, it's painful, it's like labour... perhaps you can use this time to read, research, immerse yourself in something and connect with a new passion.