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#851
Dec 06, 2014, 10:54 AM
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I am over thinking everything... yesterday ended up super bad. I just need a calm day! I am going from crying to laughing and feeling overwhelmed with everything.
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 Anonymous100210, Hopeful Camel, Stone Serenity, Turtlesoup
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#852
Dec 06, 2014, 07:16 PM
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Had good day-used some of my coping skills today with some anxiety issues & did not have a panic attack. Talked to my daughter on the phone for a bit & helped my husband cook breakfast.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly  Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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#853
Dec 06, 2014, 11:37 PM
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I have been told I am trying to do too much too fast. Try living on next to nothing and see how long before you have to get work.
Net result is I'm ready to throw in the towel and give up. I hate being alive
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"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes"  Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
| Anonymous100210, Anonymous45023, Bill3, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#854
Dec 07, 2014, 12:29 AM
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Awful, for real. The night I sort of overdosed, I left my contact in, and my eye got infected. I'm tired and dizzy and can't do anything.
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"What you risk reveals what you value" Last edited by onionknight; Dec 07, 2014 at 12:50 AM. |
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#855
Dec 07, 2014, 08:31 AM
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I'm doing well. I slept all night.
I have a warm dog at my feet. Life is good.
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Bipolar I, C-PTSD Lamictal 400mg, Zyprexa 15mg, Topomax 100mg, Elavil 50mg |
| Bill3, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#857
Dec 07, 2014, 01:05 PM
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I am over-thinking everything that happened this last week. Walking around the house having angry conversations with invisible people. It has been hard to keep my thoughts quieted. Just had more stress then usual this last few days and it is revving me up a bit. I am taking a calm day today to relax and trying to use my tools. It is good to have a day completely off.
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| Anonymous45023, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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| Bill3
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#858
Dec 07, 2014, 01:58 PM
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Paranoid that everyone hates me, very nauseous, disappointed I can't sleep more.
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"What you risk reveals what you value" |
| Anonymous45023, Bill3, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#859
Dec 07, 2014, 04:58 PM
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Slept in this morning-a rarity for me. Fixed breakfast & played with the cat. My mood is just kind of hovering between OK & a little down. Did my exercises & meditation which made me feel better.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
| Bill3, Blitter2014, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy
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#860
Dec 07, 2014, 07:28 PM
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Quote:
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
| Blitter2014, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#861
Dec 08, 2014, 08:37 AM
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And such is life:
After a long spell of very good days, yesterday I had a rough patch. Anxious, worried, and ruminating all day. And really couldn't tell you why. I tried taking some zyprexa, but it didn't seem to touch it. I felt like I was going to crawl out of my skin. This morning I feel nervous. Glad it is the start of a new week. I need to remember the bipolar mantra: this too shall pass.
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Bipolar I, C-PTSD Lamictal 400mg, Zyprexa 15mg, Topomax 100mg, Elavil 50mg |
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| Takeshi
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#862
Dec 08, 2014, 05:45 PM
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I am drifting
In a cloud of nothingness With no goals No targets No sense of being Just drifting with the tides of life
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#863
Dec 08, 2014, 06:28 PM
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Today is a blue day. Yesterday was a black day. I'm waiting for a red day to pop up again. I like the red days the best. I guess winter is finally here.
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| Hopeful Camel, Turtlesoup
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| Bill3, Pikku Myy
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#864
Dec 08, 2014, 08:24 PM
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My moods have been all over the place today-I hate that. I thought getting the decorations up would help but that seems to have made it worse-feel a bit better after having a big ugly cry-tired, down, depression seems to be moving in on me-don't see my tdoc til Thursday. I did a lot today though-exercised & did my mindfulness meditation & some cooking but it's like the anxiety & depression are having a battle right now to see which one wins.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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| Bill3
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#865
Dec 08, 2014, 10:31 PM
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Frustrated.
FOOD ALERGY WARNING: contents may have been in contact with nuts |
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| Bill3
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#866
Dec 08, 2014, 11:32 PM
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Almost became physically voilent tonight due to severe manic episode/triggered by extreme anger.
Took my meds and isolated myself and was able to keep it (somewhat) under control. |
| Anonymous100210, Anonymous45023, Bill3, Hopeful Camel, onionknight, Pikku Myy, Stone Serenity, Turtlesoup
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#867
Dec 09, 2014, 12:22 AM
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Went to see Psych nurse today. They are recommending increase in Lactimal. She did commend me on using my coping strategies which was nice.
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"Very funny Scotty, now beam down my clothes" Success and failure are two of many words we get to define, not society. Our success depends on definition and intentions, not actions |
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| Bill3, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#869
Dec 09, 2014, 09:28 AM
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Was up late last night strategizing about debt repayment. So tired today, extremely droopy eyes at work.
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Bipolar II / GAD / SAD / PMDD ------------ Prozac 30mg, Wellbutrin 150mg, Latuda 40mg |
| Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Turtlesoup
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#870
Dec 09, 2014, 09:59 AM
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Someone stop me from making bad decisions...
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"What you risk reveals what you value" |
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#871
Dec 09, 2014, 11:35 AM
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Doing good mood wise. Have a therapy appointment tomorrow to try to deal with the cancer diagnosis. I'm numb and have been for a few weeks now. I don't know if I'm going to be able to afford all this stuff, but I have no choice.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin  |
| Anonymous100210, Anonymous45023, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Takeshi, Turtlesoup
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#872
Dec 09, 2014, 12:34 PM
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Still floating in a blue sea
Drifting out in the universe
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
| Anonymous100210, Anonymous45023, Haffidha786, Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy, Takeshi, Turtlesoup
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#873
Dec 09, 2014, 12:54 PM
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I think I'm doing alright. Dreams could been better last night. Sun's out so I'm happy for that too.
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| Hopeful Camel, Pikku Myy
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#874
Dec 09, 2014, 05:48 PM
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Taking a risk and putting myself out there, by applying for jobs. Feeling motivated! Being depressed for over 6 months and leaving Uni and work I have put on so much weight ! I need to change that, starting to feel ugly these days!
Hope everyone has a wonderful night. Goodnight people or good day depending on whose reading this. 
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| Anonymous45023, Pikku Myy, Stone Serenity, Turtlesoup
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| Hopeful Camel
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#875
Dec 09, 2014, 07:10 PM
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After having my mood swinging around yesterday I decided just to have a laid back day-it felt good to just kind of "be" today.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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