[tamisomuch]

When I think I was hypomanic I dumped my bf because at that time I felt like I just didn't care at all about not having him in my life. Then the depressed episodes came and that's when I felt so terribly missing him and regret that I dumped him but it's just too late. I mean I'm just too confused of my true feeling for him either I want him in my life or not like it depends on which episode I'm at. Now I'm back on meds, so I hope this on and off feeling will end soon because it feels terribly so so bad missing him so much which most of the time happens on my low days.
Did it ever happen to any of you?

Thanks.
Tami

[wachiki92]

I can't tell you how many times I packed my bags when I was hypomanic. I love my bf but at those times I was so restless and energized and just wanted to have fun. I guess I just felt trapped and bored with him. I believed I no longer had feelings for him. I began to talk to other guys and was convinced they were the one for me. when I came down I was also full of regret and had no idea what had made me feel that way and do those things. he always took me back thankfully. I restarted my medications in January and it hasn't happened since.

[Victoria'smom]

Both of us are on again off again feelings. We have que cards of nice things to do for each other to remind ourselves and each other that we love each other and a couples therapist that does the same.

[Disorder7]

Every time I get hypomanic, I want a divorce. That's one clue that let's me know something is wrong. In fact, I want one now. I don't know why I married him in the first place. What a mistake. He's a jerk.
In fact, everyone around me right now are all idiots.

[tamisomuch]

@Disorder7: I'm sorry please think again and wait maybe?