[Justugh]

hi

most of u do not know .....some of u seen some of the post i added on

I am seeing the first doctor (u have to see this person to be directed to a doctor to get the pills )

so are there any new rules to the game ........ or is the same one i been playing since i was 12

so i ask u what do they want to know what needs to be answer and what can be skipped .......telling 100% of the truth is not a option for me because it never works out well when i do....

the next part is the pills ............i used weed since my body adapted to the pills (i mean toxic lvls given to me blood test once a week to check liver and kidney functions)
what should i tell the doc about that ...........i know the same thing will happen it always does ......the pills i was given from the doctor in the hospital are 45 days old and already adjusting to them 100mg seriqul........last time i said something to them they upped it to 300 mg 3x100mg pills with meals

do they have something out in the last few years that works but does not zombfy u ..........i need my higher thinking to keep learning and adjusting (trying to move to legal state /find work at a shop ) have a happier life.....all legal and proper to civil moral code

[Justugh]

and just so u do not think bad of ppl that use weed for this
it has 68 active chemicals in it and the ratio of them are always changing so the body never has time to adjust to a set ratio .........most ppl that use it like i did get to a point where it does not even make u a classical high term ........it makes u normal and avg not to happy not to sad not to angry not to hyper and frigidity (adhd)

i am not saying to do this by any means i just wanted to clarify it so ppl will not call me a druggie .....well at least the ones with a understanding of biochemical reactions ........i really do need some advice and answer to improve the reactions to pills they are going to pump me up on ...... i do not want to be on them but i have no choice i have to be legal

[~Christina]

There are many medication to try, Not all of them snow you under.

You need to be 100% honest.. That is the only way for the Pdoc to be able to really help you. Trust me nothing you say is going to shock them, they have heard it all before.

If your not going to be honest why bother going?

[Justugh]

honest never works for me i tell ppl what i think when i think it

alot of times they take it the wrong way and ends up getting me in deeper troubles .......i told the doctor last time about using weed and he ask me how offen i drink less then 10 times a year

i was still labeled as a drug addict and drunk .. that was 2 years ago so because they called me that i learned how to make moonshine (gallon and half of 140% be hide me) and how to grow weed plants ( looking for a job in cali or wa or co )

because he labeled me that when i applied to SSI they turned me down after 18 months of jumping tho hoops .........so the truth does nothing but wastes time and screws me over

i am just looking for something to keep the impulses under control take away the anger and allow me to well walk out among ppl with out feeling out of place and the urge to leave ......and something to let me have a attention span longer then 5/15 mins

[Crazy Hitch]

Medication is certainly not a case of one size fits all because what works for some certainly doesn't go down with others.

The best pdoc you can find is one who is willing to listen and work with you and not pump you full of meds that have not worked for you in the past. So you would need discussions around meds that you think hinder rather than aid you.

You're likely to be on a mood stabilizer and an antipsychotic ? (Because you've been on seroquel in the past).

Can you do some research on the above 2 and look for user reviews. No reason why you can't go in with some "suggestions". Your pdoc will put you on meds that will best suit you.

[Disorder7]

You might try reading the Crazy Meds website because it will give you straight up descriptions of different meds.

A real low dose of Abilify is working pretty well for me. It's a newer generation antipsychotic. When I'm manic, I go into crazy rages and I'm very paranoid and delusional.

Lots of people here are on lamictal. It's a good mood stabilizer. But I'm allergic to it.

My advice is find a doctor who is conservative with meds and who doesn't want to turn you into a zombie. Doctor shop all you need.

[Justugh]

thanks for the drug names / site to look up

they locked me up for 4 months for having a 1/8 of weed 12 years ago .....when i was in there they started the anti psychotic stuff to keep me from flipping out and beating in the heads of some of the ppl i was forced to be around after they upped me to a zombie lvl they had to move me into protective because i was knocked out .......they had me on seroguel 300mg a and 1500mg of depakote a day plus other crap for blood pressure (yes i know that is a toxic lvl they did blood test weekly ) i am 6 foot 240 lbs

before was lithum depakote ridlen prozac.....by the time i was 16 the depakote was thinning my hair
i will never take lithum or depakote again .......would not matter anyways my system is use to it

[Victoria'smom]

I hated depakote and refuse lithium. Here's the thing about lying (this from a girl who always scares intake and therapists at times) be painfully honest, everything! This was my intake I took last Thursday.

I'm easily zombified so my meds are "light".